The Sadness

I'm pretty sure I jinxed myself by saying I wasn't homesick.  I'm not really homesick, just sad.  It's that moving to a new place, new people, new everything sadness I think.  I was doing ok until I asked Flako for a definite answer about Arizona.  I knew the answer was going to be no, but still when I realized that I really couldn't go by myself--seven hours is too far--I burst into tears.  I think I have cried twice since I've been here.  I don't cry easily, but between missing something I love and this being an overwhelming week at work, being far away and not having many friends here has hit hard.  I know it will pass, and honestly it will probably pass pretty quickly because I do like it here, but it sucks right now.